Grief Is Not A Dirty Word
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word is a weekly podcast that brings honest, real-world conversations about grief, loss, trauma, healing, and mental health into the light. Hosted by Nick Gaylord, the show creates a safe, compassionate space for anyone navigating the complicated emotions that come with losing a parent, partner, child, friend, relationship, or former version of themselves.
Originally launched as Our Dead Dads, the podcast has evolved into a broader mission: to normalize grief and break the stigma around talking about it. Nick explores every corner of the grieving experience — from anticipatory grief and sudden loss to complicated family dynamics, unresolved anger, identity shifts, and the invisible pain people carry long after the world assumes they’re “fine.”
Each episode features powerful, unfiltered stories from guests who have lived through loss and rebuilt their lives in deeply personal ways. Through conversations centered on resilience, vulnerability, courage, and connection, the podcast helps listeners understand that grief isn’t something to hide — it’s something that deserves space, honesty, and community.
Whether your grief is fresh or decades old, whether it’s tied to death or to a different kind of ending, this show will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone. If you’re looking for meaningful discussions about healing, emotional wellbeing, and the human experience — you’re in the right place.
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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word — because every story matters, every emotion belongs, and healing begins when we speak the truth.
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word
Navigating Complicated Grief and Suicide Loss in Families with Matthew Struck - Episode 41
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WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS: Anyone coping with suicide loss, complicated grief, or strained family relationships.
WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET: Insight into processing trauma, healing through grief, and finding resilience after loss.
DESCRIPTION:
In this episode, Nick Gaylord sits down with Matthew Struck for a powerful conversation about grief, trauma, and the realities of suicide loss. Matthew lost his father to suicide after years of a difficult and strained relationship, adding layers of unresolved pain and complicated grief to his journey. He reflects on the emotional weight of losing a parent under such circumstances, and how unresolved trauma shaped his healing. The discussion explores the stigma around suicide, the hidden challenges of generational patterns, and the struggle to make peace when closure feels out of reach. Nick and Matthew dive into family dynamics, resilience, and the ways grief can open unexpected opportunities for growth. This conversation is raw, honest, and deeply human—offering support to anyone navigating grief, trauma, or loss.
This episode answers:
- How do you cope with grief after losing a parent to suicide?
- What makes complicated grief different from other forms of grief?
- How do strained relationships impact the grieving process?
- What role does trauma play in healing after suicide loss?
- How can families break unhealthy generational cycles of grief?
Key Takeaways:
- Suicide loss brings layers of unresolved emotions and complicated grief.
- Strained family relationships intensify the grieving process.
- Trauma and grief often intertwine, requiring intentional healing work.
- Generational patterns of silence and avoidance can be broken.
- Healing is possible through honesty, vulnerability, and supportive practices.
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