Grief Is Not A Dirty Word
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word is a weekly podcast that brings honest, real-world conversations about grief, loss, trauma, healing, and mental health into the light. Hosted by Nick Gaylord, the show creates a safe, compassionate space for anyone navigating the complicated emotions that come with losing a parent, partner, child, friend, relationship, or former version of themselves.
Originally launched as Our Dead Dads, the podcast has evolved into a broader mission: to normalize grief and break the stigma around talking about it. Nick explores every corner of the grieving experience — from anticipatory grief and sudden loss to complicated family dynamics, unresolved anger, identity shifts, and the invisible pain people carry long after the world assumes they’re “fine.”
Each episode features powerful, unfiltered stories from guests who have lived through loss and rebuilt their lives in deeply personal ways. Through conversations centered on resilience, vulnerability, courage, and connection, the podcast helps listeners understand that grief isn’t something to hide — it’s something that deserves space, honesty, and community.
Whether your grief is fresh or decades old, whether it’s tied to death or to a different kind of ending, this show will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone. If you’re looking for meaningful discussions about healing, emotional wellbeing, and the human experience — you’re in the right place.
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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word — because every story matters, every emotion belongs, and healing begins when we speak the truth.
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word
Forgiveness After Murder, Trauma, and Grief Recovery with Scott Stewart
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www.scottstewartspeaking.com
WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS:
People navigating traumatic grief, complicated loss, family violence, or struggling with forgiveness after profound betrayal.
WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET:
A grounded, real-world framework for understanding grief, trauma recovery, and forgiveness without minimizing pain or excusing harm.
DESCRIPTION:
In this powerful Episode 66 of Grief Is Not A Dirty Word, host Nick Gaylord sits down with speaker and author Scott Stewart, whose father murdered his mother when Scott was just 22 years old. Scott shares the harrowing story of growing up in an abusive household, the night that changed everything, and the long road through traumatic grief and complex loss. Together, Nick and Scott explore the true meaning of forgiveness—what it is, what it is not, and why it is essential for healing. This conversation unpacks grief after violence, generational trauma, therapy, faith, and the daily work of choosing release over resentment. Scott explains why forgiveness is not about letting someone off the hook, forgetting what happened, or reconciling with unsafe people. This episode offers honest insight, practical tools, and deep compassion for anyone carrying unresolved grief, anger, or trauma.
This episode answers:
- How do you forgive someone who committed murder?
- What does forgiveness really mean in grief and trauma recovery?
- Can you heal from violent loss without forgetting what happened?
- Why does unresolved grief turn into anger, bitterness, or resentment?
- How do you break cycles of abuse and generational trauma?
Key Takeaways:
- Forgiveness is for the survivor, not the offender
- Forgiveness does not erase consequences or require reconciliation
- Healing grief requires feeling, not suppressing, painful emotions
- Forgiveness is often a repeated, intentional practice—not a one-time event
- Breaking generational trauma starts with conscious healing work
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